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Woodland Pattern: A Humbling Experience
by Mary Vuk
Working at Woodland Pattern has been a
humbling experience for Robert J. Baumann,
Bookstore Assistant. He doesn’t seem like
someone who actually needs to be humbled,
but 25-year-old Baumann, who loves his job at
Woodland Pattern, simultaneously feels awed
and intimidated by the poets and people who
come his way. “I often feel inadequate because
there are just so many amazing people that you
get to meet,” Baumann said.
“You know, I’m writing a novel,” he said. “But
I always feel funny about saying that, because
who isn’t?”
Baumann, a lifelong Milwaukeean and a
graduate of Dominican High School and Carroll
College, has a casual air about him and freely
discusses his doubts about himself. “When I
came here I didn’t know about many poets,” he
said. For example, prior to working at Woodland
Pattern, he had never read Charles Olson,
William Carlos Williams, Charles Reznikoff, Louis
Zukofsky, and Lorine Niedecker. “To not have
any connection with Niedecker above all, and all
those other people, those are all kinds of sins to
walk into a place like [this] with.”
Baumann originally worked at Woodland
Pattern as part of an internship he did while a
student at Carroll. After his graduation in 2003,
a full-time position opened up at Woodland
Pattern and he took it. “They asked me if I
wanted it. I said, ‘Hell, yes.’”
In 2004 he moved to Washington State, but
returned in 2005.
“I consider myself very fortunate that I’ve
been able to [work at Woodland Pattern] and
meet all those people. I’ve made some friends,
pretty good connections. Woodland Pattern
is certainly a fantastic resource – I mean for
anyone to walk in here who is really serious
about poetry, Woodland Pattern will take them
seriously.”
Reading is part of
the job at Woodland
Pattern and there
are more than ample
resources available
at the bookstore. “If I
spend an hour out of
my work day reading
poetry and things
like that, I don’t feel
guilty.”
As Bookstore Assistant, Baumann’s primary responsibilities
include receiving new books and handling
returns. Recently, he conducted an inventory
of the 27,000 small press books on the shelves,
which he believes was the most thorough
inventory ever conducted. He hopes to increase
sales of the small press books.
Baumann particularly admires Milwaukee
poet Roberto Harrison, a frequent guest at
Woodland Pattern. He loves listening to
Harrison read his poetry and is mesmerized
by the rhythm and power. “I’m put in a frame
of mind hearing Roberto read,” he said. It’s a
meditative state that takes Baumann deeper
into life and experience and consciousness.
“I understand what he’s trying to say without
actually even registering any single words – just
by the tone he gives it.” Baumann is grateful to
Harrison, who has always taken an interest in
Baumann’s work, encouraging him along the
way.
“Poetry makes you
think in a different way
about yourself and your
own existence, and I
think that’s a good thing,”
Baumann said.
Baumann also credits
poetry with helping him
not take himself too
seriously. “Sometimes
I think there’s an
overarching thing – the
fact that everything is
going to expire. But I’m not a nihilist… if you
can see your life in context, you’ll always be very
rooted. To me, that’s important.”
Baumann quips that the best part of
working at Woodland Pattern is the health
insurance but also says that “it’s a bunch of
people who come here and really believe
in the place where they work. The best part
of Woodland Pattern is the people. I love
everybody who works here, and I love most of
the people who walk through the doors. It’s a
humbling experience being here. I guess I like
things that help [me] remember that.”
Riverwest Currents online edition - September, 2006 |